Can we all just agree that something inside of me has snapped?

I really like this stuff, and would love to own every single piece and wear it and display it if I could.

Here's why I'm posting this....

If you know me, you're more than likely going 'Uh...that's not Bethany!!" To be honest, if I ever walked in like this, and you said that to my face, I would be quite hurt to say the least. Don't get me wrong, I'm not displeased with the clothing I currently wear, but I do enjoy feeling prettyful and fancy-like every now and then...and why should I limit my 'style' (cause i has one...question mark?) to only my jeans and black sweaters? And why does wearing a skirt or flowers mean I can't still be me? 

This same idea ties into my personality too...yes, I am a sarcastic, hilarious, pessimistic, firecracking mouthed, stubborn woman. And know what? I like that about me :) but you know what I also like? I also like being a sweetheart, caring, thoughtful, giggly, loving woman too. It's always seemed like we have to pick only one end of a spectrum, to make it easier for others to pin us, to learn how to react to us. But again...why can' I be both?

After all, I like a challenge ;)

 This is a skirt. Before I owned 1 skirt. Now I have 2. That's more you know!

So I tend to be verrry picky when it comes to necklaces I will wear...and I am happy to say that I now have another that I can stand :)

I own flats now! I'm such a girl. right....right?

A shirt I found at Platos Closet...it's a little tight, but I will fit in it soon ;)

Before this moment, I did not own any black heels. Now I do. 8$, I win.

Learn French

Manage money better

Grow instead of become

Be healthy

Write at least once a day

Say hello back to the cash register people

Read more books

Major in Community Psychology (Hopefully master in College Counseling and Student Development)

Have faith in something

And that title is even more to myself than to anyone who reads this :P Life since I last posted has been hectic to say the very least...but I THINK I've got things under a little bit of control now :P

Soo...what is there to say...I turned 21 last Tuesday. Everyone kept asking if I felt any different...the answer is no, haha. The 'feeling different' part would have to go hand in hand with just the coincidence of time itself..not because 21 magically pushed a button in my brain. The legal weekend was amazing :) it really opened my eyes to how many caring friends I have! A special shout out to Allison though: You were by far wonderful in all aspects this weekend :)) I couldn't have asked for a better host! I owe you BIG time.

I have stopped going to Rasmussen college, and honestly it's most likely one of the best decisions I have made in a long time. I don't know why, but part of me was super convinced that I HAD to be in a college of some form, otherwise the world would end as I knew it :P but the truth is, I didn't even want to go there, they didn't have anything that I was interested in pursuing major-wise. So my plan is this: appeal for spring semester at SCSU. Get into community psych. And succeed. :)

I've been trying to work very hard on thinking things through when it comes to my decision making, and it's nice to say for myself that I have made some progress :) I've made a lot of progress in many aspects of my life...and it feels really good! I just need to keep up on my efforts :D